| Wednesday, April 08, 2009 |
| Marinduque turned sour.... |
yes, not pushing thru, got that right! there were too many glitch in the matrix. my gut tells me not to go. and so does Someone. da who?!
for the many reasons...
1st: eus telling me last friday that jason can't go with us
2nd: gian having a slight fever last saturday
3rd: no transportation (shuttle/van) available, saturday
4th: satuday still, borrowed zette's revo. negative. they were planning to go to baguio daw
come monday, i called several bus lines and decided on JAC liner. i was able to talk to dispatcher Kuya Bob and he told me that i must book on wednesday morning if we are going to take the wednesday 6pm trip. i convinced him to allow the booking be made on tuesday night, since i can drop by after work (i'm on leave wednesday and it would be an extra trip for me). he agreed, and i thought... we can still make it! we can do this!
talked to donna today, and she discovered that there's an available shuttle for thursday! i inquired, and was told that the shuttle takes off 10am. no, i did not reserve, I have my JAC liner departing on wednesday p.m. (which i preferred). i'm still on the right track. then i called the van lady Aling Verma for the Marinduque-Manila trip back reservation.
the 5th sign: sunday trip back to Manila was fully booked. its okay. i expected it. saturday, maybe? negative din.
okay, i'll settle for a waitlist. i have a plan B, ako pa! we'll just leave on saturday to partly avoid the great influx of vacationists who will prefer to come back on sunday. great plan! go go go! we're sure to be in Manila by Easter if we leave saturday.
after contemplating (again) for 1 million times, it was really a go for us. 101%! i even printed out our "to see" places. i called up JAC liner and looked for dispatcher Bob before coming by. when he's already on the line, he told me that the one and only trip for tomorrow was already full! wtf?! i thought the bookings were to be made on wednesday morning? here i thought i'd be first in line `coz i'm already booking tonight. NOT!!! apparently, the new provision came from the head office. wtf?! i talked to him yesterday, and now he's telling me that it suddenly changed?! i told him that he should have listed my name yesterday when i talked to him. i wanted to cry that very moment. it was heart-breaking. and i was angry at the same time. furious! i could have burnt him right then and there. i was all up for it, after all the hurdles. now what?!
i took a deep breath, gulped water. exhale. it's alright. i realized that it must be God's way of telling me not to go. He knows me too well, i guess. that i'd just have fun under the sun, on the beach, cam whoring and striking many poses, while His son, whom He sacrificed, is carrying the weight of all the sins in the world on His shoulders. not to mention death by crucifixion, and at that, being shamed while he suffers and slowly dies for me, for all mankind. this is not the time of the year to be selfish. eat fish, but not to be selfish. haha corny ko! *grins*
thank you, dearest Father, for making me feel loved. thanks for giving special attention to me. thru all the hassles and the glitch, i realized it was YOU telling me not to go, Your divine intervention, for whatever reason. Thy will be done.
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posted by *~bLuSh~* @ 4/08/2009 12:01:00 AM  |
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