| Thursday, March 26, 2009 |
| Ms. Understood a.k.a. Me |
let me recollect my thoughts. i got so furious today because of one phone call. how mature! well, let me take my shoes off, wear `em, then walk a mile... let me guide you through.
oh, i changed my mind. well, at least not in details. i finally i had to tell a stranger off because the simple conversations which used to be normal doesn't seem or feel right anymore. a simple "take care" is shattering. it's the kindness that kills me. or concern. whatever. i don't think it's necessary anymore. it's not what it used to be. however which way i look at it, it will never be the same again. ever.
no, i'm not selfish, it goes both ways. how can you move if you're still dwelling on the past? you would know better, dreamer! hmmm... proactive subconsciousness! haha! as for me, i have to flush it out of my system. it's not easy you know, just when i thought i was invincible! just when i thought i could trust again. it was good while it lasted. good times! it's hard not to look back, i must admit. and i know i've said this over and over. I'M SORRY. for making you feel the way you felt. in the deepest of the deepest part of me, i'm sorry. you'll always have a special place (niche?) haha. seriously. it's like loving someone from the grave. you'll always hold them dear, but you can no longer reach them, and they won't be there anymore.
go for what makes you happy. don't look back. it will stall you from what lies ahead. we'll both be fine. nobody said it would be easy. no promises. no more. it's over now. let's go on and take our bows.
thank you Yahoo music for the background music. what a way to start blogging!
*big girls don't cry (fergie)
*over you (daughtry)
*breathe (anna nalick)
*viva la vida (coldplay)
*i hate this part (pcd)
xoxo,
c.b.t.
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posted by *~bLuSh~* @ 3/26/2009 01:00:00 AM  |
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